Monday, July 6, 2009 '

Stress~~~

Everyone thinks tat working in dad's company after grad is a bery gd thing.but shi zhen de ma?Ppl thinks tat i seat in office n get pay,no need to do anithing bery shiok.but m i happy?no i'm totally not!!!!

I wanna do things,but i dunno wad i wan to do.office ppl keep everything to themselves,not willing to teach,dad say i should go ask,but ppl who noe mi should noe tat i not tat type of dare to ask de lor.rather keep everything to myself lor.

Dad had put too much hopes on mi,causing mi to have so much stress.now he wan mi to go imm branch to learn,but i dunno wad to talk to customers! if u ask mi to do nails,service customers by doin nails,i ok with it...but curtains?i noe nth! not i dunwan learn,i dunno wad to learn n where to start.u noe how much fabric n clothes we have?tons ok!!!haix...ppl in office told my dad i'm not confident enuf.thy say if i wan to do it,i can de.but i dun have enuf confident for myself,and can rely jiu rely.tat's y my dad wanna throw mi go overseas to study~~~but haix...

Now i seems to be lik wasting my time lor.regret not startin my uni this year.Maybe i gave myself too much stress le.cuz dad count on mi alot,as if my 2 bros doesnt exist!ma chiam oly have mi to hand over lik tat.u noe how stress it is?

Jus chat with my dad's frien(jessica auntie),she's my dad de bro.she ask mi to take a break,go relax,ask mi dun stress myself up!but how to?everyone is pressing mi.But i recieved a msg tat i find it real sweet.my dad sms mi in chi,ask mi not to give myself too much stress.sweet rig?but i replied,i try to.

seriously i feel lik doing freelance manicurist lor.own time own target.but tat's not wad my dad wan mi to do.cuz totally no link with his business ma.SIANX~~~

K ba.i stop here ba.my mood todae is gan low de.zzz

When my mood better den come blog abt my new phone ba.Ciaoz~~~

*Hold mi tight n dun let mi go*
*Hoping for miracle*

*MiSsEs*
*IcE-sOdA*